Transmission

usually i would stream out hundreds of inspiring lines about life, love and all that but for some reason i can't really decide what to talk about, nothing is really inspiring me besides the usual irritating things here and there but if these things irritate me, why would i publish them for all to see and therefore get irritated as well? anyway, what is it about this period in our lives that we cant seem to do much of anything or feel anything for that matter. we feel stuck between our teenage lives in high school where life was planned out, the only decision you had to make was, "what should i eat at lunch today?" where as in this period in our life, our decisions are so massive that we have no time to even do anything BUT make decisions, "should i take this class? should i change my major? is it worth dropping this class? where can i get a job? should i get a job?". im just waiting for this point in our lives to be over, the awkward phase between teenager and adult rules us all, lets refer to it as a "quarterlife crisis" because thats what it is, we feel trapped, useless, like drones in a factory going about a daily routine then going home not even being able to do anything afterward because exhaustion sets in and caffene wears off. im tired of partying, im tired of being broke all the time and im tired of not being in control of what i am doing! it may seem like we have control, but believe me, though we can make our own decisions, we have even less freedom then we did in high school. im just counting down the days.