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OMG this is the first time i GASPED when i saw a pair of shoes, i want these so bad. i know i say im not materialistic, but honestly i'll shop at a thrift shop for clothes but when it comes to shoes, im willing to pay hundreds for one pair, also, i dont buy just any shoes, im very picky and exclusive.

ANYWAY. i love this weather so much, i can just listen to jack johnson and chill my way into a coma. i aint gonna lie, im very excited for winter break, im just ready to chill with my friends everyday and get more than just 3-4 hours of sleep a night, homeboy needs his beauty rest ya feel me? i cant wait to be a designer, but i know i dont wanna stop there, my mind is too vast for just one outlet. i wanna be a fashion designer, i wanna create art, i wanna make shoes, bags and hats. i wanna do photography, interior design, i wanna make movies, i wanna be a DJ. i want to create trends, plan a wedding, plan events. SO many thing i want to do, 80 years of life is not enough for me, i just pray i can do AT LEAST one of each before i die, or be reincarnated into someone who has memories of his or her past life. however, it makes me think, remembering all the things ive done in my life, how much god outweighs the bad? looking at that, will i be reincarnated into a worm or a higher being? should i rethink the way i live my life to ensure when i am reborn, i get the longer end of the stick?