Transmission

(POTD; i put christmas lights in my room, come on its legit)

It seems as if time starts to meld together when we get to this point in our lives, goal in sight, so close you can almost hear the graduation fanfare. Im not going to lie, i am going to miss FIDM, im gonna miss showing off my art and designs and being smug about it, if you cant be like that at school, where can you be like that? I love walking to school from the train, i love sitting on the steps in the front wearing my freshest gear and smoking a cigarette, nothing about FIDM makes you feel like you are going to school, you feel like youre at work, homework is assignments, teachers are bosses and classmates are coworkers. Sure i complain and complain about the lauren conrad clones walking around with their louis vuitton bags but, if they werent there, how fun would it be? Without their useless spending of mommy and daddys money, i would feel like im going to a fashion school now would i?

Aside from all that, im so excited to recieve my Christmas money, i usually get close to 300$ and that is enough for grey jeans and black jeans and a new pair of kicks, oh that reminds me im picking up a pair for 15$ on wednesday, come on, thats Legit (ill post the picture of the shoes under the post). I cant believe how much i WAA WAA about this weather and making me lonely, im not lonely, im actually perfectly happy, i dont need someone to make me feel what i already do, if i've lived this long without "needing" somebody, whats another year or two?