Transmission

(POTD; All ive been doing is sketching lately, no these arent mine)

Apologies for the lack of updates, i've been lazy, sucks to be you. Like always the days seem to meld together, washout and eventually become a forgotten memory. Nothing about life excites me besides the fact that school is coming to an end forever. Love is something i talk about constantly and yet whenever i get the chance to fall in love i push it away like a kid pushing away ice cream after having eaten ten bowls prior. You know you want it and yet you can bring yourself to give it even the slightest taste. My social life seems to be grabbing at me; IMs, texts, phonecalls all with opportunities to actually go out and do something and yet i ignore them or respond with an excuse. There is no inspiration anymore, are our days as creative innocent lovely souls over? Can we kiss our ideal lives away and trade them in for a 9-5 job? Whats more important? Food on the table or love in the heart? Most people can answer that without hesitation. I have yet to answer.

PS 3 days without meat. No, i dont miss it. No im not joining the vegetarian fad, i've been traumatized ever since my foot injury caused by a high protein diet. Fuck that, soymilk is my favorite protein anyway.