I keep people at a distance so that they cant hurt me but you've snuck in. Youre here and as much as i want to keep you out with everyone else, i just cant, i hate this feeling. I cant sleep without thinking of you, think of anything else but you or talk to people wishing that it was you. Goddammit, i feel like a 13 year old girl with a highschool crush. I told myself constantly im not a relationship person, i dont need anybody and the only thing i need in my life is my work but all that means nothing now, all i can think about is you. UGH FML. I wish i didnt feel this way but im so happy that i do.
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